know what’s up lately… never do in existence. All this shit w. [edited] and [edited] friends... so wierd & different from past… yet again, thats the way in existence. I wonder if ill ever have a love... my love. [edited] got his, I dont, wont ever get mine. Here’s all the people ive loved, or at least liked (or thought I loved) - all the same meaning.
[edited] is the newest... the purest, (for now)… seems perfect for me… I seem perfect for her. I was delusional & thought she waved at me the last day of school. Oh well… my emotions are gone so much past pain done, my senses are numbed, the beauty of being numb…Lates